Sunday, December 7, 2008

Who am I????













Can someone out there please tell me which of these is a Pakistani, whom I want to kill? I am an Indian who thinks every Pakistani is a terrorist and wants to take revenge for the Mumbai carnage. Are you as perplexed as I am?

Well then can somebody atleast please tell me which of these is a Muslim?

This is what I am trying to say. No f*****g person can differentiate between us, the people of the Indian (& Pakistani & Bangladeshi) subcontinent. Then why are all of us out to murder every last person in the neighbouring country. After the recent Mumbai attacks, for the first time in my life I said to hell with all the Pakistanis, kill those bloody b*****ds. But as the days have passed by, I have realized that I am no better than a "Jehadi". The name that signified a "righteous warrior" is now synonymous with a petty "mercenary'. 

I might have not killed anybody but my thoughts and my actions have started spreading poison. So am I a Jehadi too, a petty mercenary?

I am not trying to make people see the light. I just want everyone Indians, Pakistanis and Bangladeshis to realize that I can be your son, your brother, your husband. I can't change the rigidness of the old. I want the youth to see that the grudge your and my parents might hold for or the person they visualize, I am not that. And when we, the new generation realize this, we can make sure that no other Kasav (the terrorist caught in Mumbai, he is the same age as my younger brother) is born among us not out of need, not out of greed.

I want to who I truly am. An Indian, a Pakistani, a Muslim, a Hindu or just a young guy who wants to fulfill his dreams. Please help me.........

5 comments:

Unknown said...

Welcome to the wonderful world of blogging buddy. Good luck.

60 years of separation, enemity cannot win over 3000 years of history we share in this sub-continent. After all we were one and each one has a right to live, peacefully.

Anonymous said...

Very true........but I guess we are so preoccupied with our routine contentions that we forget the human aspect of our social being.....If we start thinking rationally and take responsibility for our actions everything will automatically fall in place.....

pankaj said...

nice effort ,keep going

pankaj

Rahul Pratap Singh said...

killing can never be the solution to anything, This thing if these militant group can understant the whole issue will be resolved, I think Terrorism will be eradicated from the whole world once it reaches its tipping point and some how I feel the time has come but nothing can be done unless there is a colaborative effort from all nations across the globe.

Unknown said...

this is not a question of India or Pakistani or Bangladeshi. terrorist dont have any religon or country. Pakistan is also suffering in the same way as we are. So its the time that we have to think as a univers and the best way is to criticise this whenever and wherever it happen..........